Dear readers, first of all I want to say THANK YOU for being part of my community. Normally I have a motto « never complain, never explain » but I’m in a process change, I’m changing my brain thinking and that the reason why, I own you an explanation and I’m gonna give it to you.

I didn’t post any article since last august, I get back from my holiday on september. I was choose to be part of a jury and I didn’t even enjoy the experience because the last day of this trip, Murphy and his law beat me right on the head, and a week after, he did again, and a month later he punch me again but directly with my health. I was knock out. There’s not magic on changes my friends, step by step, inch by inch that how I face the pain of loosing my two close friends and having a health issue. My friends were killed both by road accident and they both leave young child behind. Nikolai and Henriette  were not only my friends for more than 10 years, they were my mentors, partners they invest in my business not only money but also time and experience.  Of course, I though I could handle this alone as usual, and I managed to send you by newsletters the articles that were supposed to be post online, and every day I told to myself, that I’ll be coming back to work, I couldn’t,  I was totally freeze, incapable to take control of my mind, I was procrastined and all my business meeting were failures, I was unprepared, with no enthusiasm, well it’s was hell, and I didn’t care.

Fortunally I found some help and it’s was the right time, this programm helps me to become active in dealing with my problem to reduce the pain, the anger, the fear… And I’am back to the world. I finally find severals ways to keep my my friends memories alive and this video of one them. They were very discreet and that the the reason why I choose to put them in a middle of others that also dies in 2012.

The majority of the people are french but you’ll find also international celebrities.

Who are the people names that you can share ?